ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪᴛ

Hi! It's been few months since my last update.
Here are some major updates:
-spent my last days attending classes with my classmates til our last class together on December
-went to Balikpapan to do my final project
-did my final project
-colloquium
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- and my thesis defense



and hereby I can officially add three additional letters behind my name:):)
It's a mixed feeling of happiness and sadness, though. Happy that I can finally release myself from the burden (my final project, that is) and sad (kind of depressed, really) that I'm currently an unemployed burden for the country, parents, and society, plus the fact that I will be leaving Bandung soon........................


Coming back home to my hometown has its own delightful feeling, but when I remember I am no longer live in Bandung.........it's kinda depressing.

I think I haven't really prepared myself for the harsh reality. It feels like I'm still in denial phase and I always try not to think about it. And now that the time is finally getting real close, I really don't know what to do to not feel depressed.

Bandung has been my second home for these past 4 years. Not to mention the people in it.
I gotta admit, you guys, gl2012, has been my most comfortable zone in Bandung. I don't know how many times I've said it, but there you go.
You guys are my comfortable zone 
and now that I'm going out of that comfort zone I feel................. :""""(


Okay okay, I know the quotes about "great things are outside of your comfort zone" and I also realized that we can't stick together forever, the time has come for us to walk down our own path. But I can't shake the sadness that has been looming over me for the past weeks...........................


I think I need more time to really get a grip on it.


p.s. more graduation related posts on the way