Hi! It's been veeeeeeeeeeeeerrrryyyyy loong since my last post (I just published my long lost forgotten draft on April graduation, but I guess that doesn't count as recent post so............) I'm blabbering here because of the sudden urge to spill some words on what has been happening recently.
And by recently, I mean today. This evening.
Not much really. I had my hair cut today. SRSLY MAN I GOTTA DO SOMETHING WITH MY IMPULSIVE ACTIONS....................
Earlier today I decided on a stupid decision that eventually leads me to this impulse to cut my hair. A VER__RRR_RRYYY stupid decision, mind you, that I regret so much. The main reason behind that stupid decision being -- "I need some justification on this thing I'm dying to do, but now that I ended up not getting the justification i want, I still haven't do it anyway" -- oh well.
So basically after I hear the not-the-justification-i-expected, I looked on my reflection on the Commutter Line's window (yeah you read just fine), and decided that my hair is a mess and I need to get it done; the results of 8-months-old green hair dye plusssss the shitty haircut I got last month (seriously this is the first time I have ever hate on a hairdresser ugh it was so bad.........................................I requested a shaggy cut --- the end result WAS a shaggy cut actually but the layer was a mess sdafgsdadgsad it looks like my hair really parted in two level of upper and lower, if you get what I'm talking about....................)
And so, right after I get home, I took a shower, get dressed, then dashed out again only to find out that my regular salon has already closed.........(it was 18.45 already) BUT THEN my impulse still hasn't give up, and I drove to other hair shop I haven't try and don't know whether the hairdresser is good or not -- gotta go find out --, which, luckily enough, still accept guests until 19.00 h Eh E h, and so.................here I am, sitting in front of the notebook, with my new haircut, blabbering about this impulsive habit I have; GoD my impulsive habit......
I don't know since when does this habit started. But if I have to guess, then I'll pick the time span when I was still living in Bandung as an anak rantau di kosan sendirian kalau lagi bosen berangkat sendirian kemanapun dan ngapainpun cabut letsgo.
Once, I bought a black ugly boots at Ace Hardware; only because of the label said "SALE, LIMITED ITEMS" and my then stupid thought "oiya kan mau karsam jadi butuh sepatu boot ya beli ah" LOL NO GURL WERE YOU WRONG, that is not the right kind of boots I needed,, it was a RIDING BOOTS FOR BIKE RIDER YKNOW SDSDHGFHSA shoulda wait out or ask my friends and bought the mainstream green one...................
Several times, I was just scrolling down my phone on a lazy weekend. Then I feel the urge to go to movies and watch something -- anything, really -- and yeah, thank you impulse!!!I jumped out of bed, get ready only in about 5 minutes, then went to the movies. Alone. You might think this is pathetic but to be honest it is fun. Watching movies alone is fine, and you need to try it once in a while. Well, gotta warn you of the awkward moment when the movie ends, the lights start turning up, and you're the only one sitting alone; every other person being in a couple or a group, tho.
There are already many other times that I act based on impulse.......................mostly the impulse to shop or buy something............you know how it is with girls right????????????????
.........and so my latest impulse-purchase being a Lululemon yoga mat and a magazine; which, right after I made the purchase, realized I don't really need them..............................not urgently anyway.
There's a good side of being impulsive tho!!!!!!!!! Gue menjadi manusia yang berjiwa 'YUK' kalo diajak keluyuran HE kalo lagi ga capek dan ingin menyendiri tentunya he he he.
And so for those who have this symptom of extreme impulsiveness........if you want to go somewhere by impulse and might want to have a companion, you can ask me, maybe my impulse is switched on and I might say YUK rightaway.
p.s. sorry for the unstructured writing!!!!!!!! Gotta write more to improve my writing and english.............but we'll see~~~~~~
