Yang udah lama kenal sama saya pasti tau kl saya salah satu orang yang punya pandangan hidup antara-realistis-sama-pesimis-beda-tipis. Ya jadi bisa ditebak kan siapa yang paling sering skeptis, ragu2, having second thoughts +++ thousands of unreasonable doubts😂

Untungnya saya dipertemukan dengan orang ini. Yang selalu mengingatkan kenapa dari awal kami berdua sama2 setuju dan sepakat, yang selalu yakin semuanya bakal baik-baik aja dan gak perlu mengkhawatirkan-hal yang belum (semoga tidak akan pernah) terjadi. Yang selalu mengingatkan bahwasanya belajar memahami satu sama lain itu gak akan pernah selesai dan berhenti di satu titik, tapi lanjut terus sampai seumur hidup. Dan yang selalu berusaha (dan mengingatkan juga) to do the best for each of us.



Dan. Kalimat yang menguatkan ketika saya lagi di titik meragukan lagi; yang akan selalu dijadikan pegangan tiap kepikiran aneh-aneh lagi:






Terima kasih ya.

Have you ever been in a fight with someone to the point it feels like you can’t stand them anymore, like you’ve had enough of it you just want to stop?



But then you think about it again and actually realise, you would hate it more if you live without them.

Aboard the train bound for bandung.
Started to think how Bandung used to feel so so so much like a second home.
Until it isn’t. Until it is just another city like other cities.
It doesn’t feel like home anymore because the people making it feels like one are not there anymore. We part ways. We go figure out our own things.
Then it hits me. Home is where your heart is, indeed. And Bandung doesn’t feel like one anymore, because the people that my heart used to belong to, are not there anymore.

Missing you guys big time.

Sadness is better than anger.

Because with anger, there’s this frustrating need to vent out all that emotions (which I don’t know how) and most of the time ends in drowning in my own angry tears, but I still can’t get over that frustrating feeling.

But with sadness, there is only this empty feeling that you let roll on your mind over and over again. There is relieve in doing that. Knowing that you have done your best, and also the relieve of “we can’t control everyhting”.

This is the n-th time I think "hmm... I really have to continue writing on blogspot to practice my English and writing skill..." so here I am, trying to write things I have in my mind.


Many things happened, new people, new experiences, lots of new stories, new places, etc.
I really want to put them all in writing so one day I can look back and see how far (or not far) I have go.

So here goes........first random post to the "write-more" resolution, I guess?




More to come!!!! *fingers crossed*