And...........The So Called Long-Awaited-Holiday Has Come!!!!!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYY SEKARANG GUE LAGI DI PASAR MINGGU, RUMAH TERCINTA. fufufufu

setelah 3 minggu di Bandung nggak pulang-pulang akhirnya pulang juga:')

tadi malem pulang naik travel jam 18.30, ditemenin playlist yang isinya Owl City, Tegan and Sara, Sondre Lerche, One Direction, Glee, dan Taylor Swift. total 137 lagu tapi pas sampe Jakarta, baru sampe lagu ke 58 (lama juga yah berarti kalo 137 lagu kelar?!?!?!)

sampe jakarta jam 10 lewat-an, disambut halim yang lengang, habis itu mulai macet di pancoran. biasalah. dan jujur aja di dalam mobil travel yang gelap itu, gue senyum lebar pas lewat ruas jalan cawang. kangen banget asli. secara pas kelas 12 lewat cawang-pancoran-pasar minggu itu makanan sehari-hari kaena gue BTA di tebet. 

di pool travel, udah ditungguin ibu yang abis pulang kantor banget karen lembur. betapa kangennya dijemput ibu:') pas SMA kelas 10, sebelum ada supir, dan sebelum ibu pindah ke bandung, selalu ibu yang jemput. dan kadang-kadang gue mampir dulu di kantor ibu di kalibata. coba ibu di mutasi ke bandungnya pas gue udah masuk kuliah:" kan jadi enak:"

pas sampe rumah, mbak Mar gesit banget bukain pintu gile cepet abis pas gue buka pager doi langsung buka pintu garasi. terus udah ada bapak nunggu di garasi mihihihihi. (entah nungguin gue atau nungguin brownies keju bakar kartika sari titipan doi-_-) 

KANGENNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

btw besok gue janjian lari di soemantri sama Hany Brina Dila:-) betapa kangennya gue main sama mereka bertiga

SONDRE LERCHE (KYAAAAAAA)

SO I'M OVERLY EXCITED AND OVERLY HAPPY AND THOSE OTHER WORDS YOU CAN PUT HERE TO EXPRESS AN OVERLOADED FEELING OF HAPPINESS OK.

warning: this post will contain A LOT, (and by a lot I mean LOTS) of praises and spazzes about some norwegian guy with gorgeous fair skin and crystal clear blue eyes


I WENT TO SEE SONDRE FOR THE SECOND TIME LAST SATURDAY NIGHT YEAAAAAH YEAAAAAHHH YEAAHHHSSSSSSS.

first time I saw he performed was on 2011, Java Jazz festival. he. was. drop dead. gorgeous. i mean it. who can resist a guy with a verrrryyyyyyyyy fair white milk skin and blue eyes and he sings music with odd yet beautiful choice of words for a love song??????? come on.

ehm. okay.

as I posted on my last post, I went to kampoeng jazz. and tbh, my ultimate main reason I went there was because of Sondre.
watched him with Nape (again. I think it's going to be a tradition for us to see Sondre together because we promised if Sondre ever perform in Indonesia again, we will come together yet again. whooooo) and as usual we jumped around and acted like some hyperactive girls when he's about to sing.
I was worried sick before Sondre's turn to perform because my vision to see the stage often was blocked with people's head (it sucks being short) but fortunately and thank Godddd I had, well, if not the best view, better view when it's just about time for Sondre.

he wore plaid shirt that night and as usual, GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGORGEOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

first song was Airport Taxi Reception. I didn't record this part because actually I had the urge to record his performance right after this song finished, and he made a little chit-chat.

second song was Heartbeat Radio, yaaaay!!!!!! one of my favorite though I don't quite remember all of the lyrics lol. got some recording!!!! but sadly, only for 29 secs sobss.

((update 10.07.2014: the audio has been deleted for some reasons))

third song was I Guess It's Gonna Rain today and before he sang this, he said that this is a very sad song

fourth song: (I Wanna) Call It Love from Duper Sessions.
♫      can we dance instead of walking?      ♫ *dead*


fifth: Days That Are Over from Two Way Monologue!!!!!!!!! my second favorite song in the album whoooooo.
♬ days that are over will not continue to last ♪ if you try to construct the past ♪ ♫
 
the sixth: Modern Nature form Faces Down, and it is also one of the original soundtrack from Dan In Real Life

the seventh and the first that got me into him: Two Way Monologue. can never get enough of this song. nuff said.

eighth: My Hands Are Shaking. reflectively shout "MY HAAAANDS ARE SHAKING FROM CARRYING THIS TOORCH FROM CARRYING THIS TORCH FOR YOUU" but my favorite line is:

 "my sheets are tearing from sleeping in too long, sleeping in too long with you"♬

ninth: After All
♪ I like you you too much after too little time♫ I hold back my heart's crazy rambling, the fear that I should overwhelm your smile♩
tenth: Private Caller. heard some local boy said "gue yang tau cuma 3 lagunya" before Sondre play this, and "NAH INI NIH GUE TAU!!! WHAT A SURPRISE I FOUND YOU HERE, WHAT A SURPRISE YOU CAME TO BEING, WHAT A SURPRISE I HELD WITHIN OH!" when he heard the intro (((lol-ing in the back with Nape))

eleventh: Domino. he said that someone asked him to sing is the more jazzy version of domino and yet here it is and I don't think it's "jazzy" enough tbh haha
twelfth: dead passengers
thirteenth: hell no and he asked us to help with the Regina's part, god how I love this song live

fourteenth: Say It All. all of the lines from this song is my favorite tbh........such as I SAID A LITTLE, THE REST IS A RIDDLE, and DO YOU KNOW THE PUNCHLINE? IT'S ALL IN THE PUNCHLINE and IF YOU EVER NEED FORGIVENESS, I GIVE. I HAVE DONE SO MANY INCOMPREHENSIBLE THINGS and IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER, DIG IN. I HAVE SAID TOO MUCH ALREADY, I CANNOT WIN

fifteenth: Sleep On Needles, I recorded this along with Say It All because he started this song right after he finished say it all. this song is JAAHASHJVA beautiful HAHVSAVFQGF with the guitar SWRSRREWDJBH I can't. "ask me anything you like// I'll reveal everything"


and then he went back stage with no words and we screamed for an encore and then he just jumped out again with a thin green v neck shirt which i just can't resist because it shows his too-white-fair-milky-skin too much and sang No One's Gonna Come to close the night.

and he said the last time he came was for Java Jazz Festival and he asked to crowd "were you there?" and Nape and I raised our hands and shouted crazily "YEEEESS!" but of course he didn't hear us because we were standing way toooooooooo far from the stage SOBS.

OH AND I GET THE OFFICIAL T-SHIRT SDFGUIGDHWVD HE BROUGHT THEM STRAIGHT FROM NEW YORK SO JAHDGGFWGEGWEG AND IT WAS BASICALLY ONLY 2 SHIRTS LEFT WHEN NAPE AND I CAME TO THE MERCHANDISE BOOTH SO HAVSHGGGHF well at first I got this little-tiny-itsy-bitsy feel of regret because the shirt looks just like Yves Saint Laurent shirt because it has this big S and L on it and I'm afraid people would think that it is the "kaos bajakan gak jadi" version of YSL and thought "WHY THE HELL DIDN'T I JUST BUY THE BOOTLEGS EP??!!?!?!?!?!!" but the next morning I found that there is this "Sondre Lerche" printed on the bottom of the L letter so fufufufufu

yet that was another great performance of Sondre I've ever seen and I'm looking forward for him to come again and again and again and again and again and again \o/

Kampoeng Jazz 2013 \O/

news isssssssssssssss, last night I went to kampoeng jazz with my friends


habis latihan terus makan terus sholat zuhur nunggu hujan reda, dan langsung cabut ketemu Brina. berangkat ke kampus Unpad DU abis sholat maghrib, bareng sama Tia dan Brina. awalnya Tia gak mau nonton tapi gue dan Brina paksa dengan kata-kata: "masa malem minggu di kostan sendirian????" haha rada jahat emang. sebenernya Tia belom punya tiket, tapi kita pede aja bakal masih ada tiket on the spot disana, eh pas udah sampe sana, ternyata tiketnya udah abis jadi agak pundung sih dan gak enak gitu sama Tia karena dia jadi harus balik sendirian huhu maafin gue Ti.

habis itu ketemu Nape, dan kita bertiga pun masuk.

pas kita masuk itu, yang lagi main Andien, udah lagu terakhir sih gue lupa lagu apa karena lagi ga fokus juga soalnya baru sampe dan lagi merhatiin medan buat ntar liat Sondre (KYAAAA).
habis itu yang main chaseiro, band yang personilnya bapak-bapak keren berjiwa muda suara oke gitu. (gue sama Nape ngebayangin kalo yang ada di panggung itu bokap kita berdua btw) tapi karena gue gak tau lagu-lagu mereka jadi ya cuma bisa menikmati aja, ga bisa sing along hufff.

chaseiro kira-kira nyanyi 8an lagu deh atau 10 gituyah lupa berat ga ngitung dan gatau juga sih, abis itu ada penmpilan PSM Unpad, mereka bawain 3 lagu atau 4 lagu gitu lupa.

ah habis chaseiro, temennya Nape, namanya Dita nyusul dan kita jadi nonton bertiga. gak lama, Tia nelpon Brina ngasih tau dia dapet tiket MUAHAHAHAHHAHA emang rezeki gak kemana sih, ya udah Tia dateng jam 8an deh, dia nyelusup-nyelusup kerumunan dan ketemu kita karena gue ngangkat payung gue buat tanda haha.

abis itu Tetsuo Sakurai keluar.

HIIIIHHHH SI OM-OM GAUL SATU INI.

manggung pake kaos putih ketat dan v-neck, cargo leather pants, trus sepatu boots setengah betis. gaulista abis. main gitarnya juga cadas banget aseliiiii dengan tiap lagu diselingin sama dia ngomong semacam kalimat pembuka pake bahasa inggris yang lumayan fluent tapi logatnya lucu hihihi. hm di main berapa lagu ya gue lupa deh tapi lumayan lama sih kira-kira 45menitan gitu. terus dia ngomong "this  is the last one" kira-kira 3 kali, tapi ternyata belom selesai, troll abissssss.

habis ituuuu Sondre Lerche (KYAAAA) (sekarang tiap nyebut nama dia ada efek "kyaaa") (details later!!!!!!!!!)

habis itu trio lestari, tapi karena kita-kita semua udah pada capek tumbang berdiri di tengah-tengah lautan manusia, akhirnya menyerah dan duduk di pembatas trotoar sambil foto-foto dan dengerin trio lestari fufufu.

 EH TAPI SAKIT HATI DEH MASA ABIS GUE TIA BRINA PULANG DULUAN, TETSUO JOIN PANGGUNG GITUUUUUUUUU EEK KUDA BANGETLAH HUHU NYESEL PULANG DULUAN:''''

"life is either  a daring adventure or nothing"

-Helen Keller

one of  my crappy work
yyyeah yeah yeah

yuhuuu image header blog ini gue kembalikan ke header super duper lama dari jaman baheula kuda gigit besi.

alasannya?

karena gue merasa lebih puas pake header ini. (walaupun jelak banget sih). karena header ini header bikin sendiri. karena foto awannya gue yang ambil dari tempat jemur baju di atas rumah pas slr gue masih ada. oke jadi sedih lagi kan inget-inget kamera.

ok cukup. kalo dipikir-pikir udah LAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget ya gue ga curhat panjang lebar cerita di blog. isi post cuma pendek-pendek poci-poci nyampah gitu. abis bingung sih mau cerita apa kayaknya idup gue datar-datar aja. help.

nggak deng nggak datar juga. cuma bingung aja gimana cara nge-ekspresiinnya. jadi akhirnya post gue isinya bacot-bacot gak jelas huft.

btw ini blog udah hampir 5 tahun loh (kyaa) kangen bgt ih jaman-jaman gue nanyain tetek bengek template, html, dsb dsb ke Viny. dulu postingan gue panjang-panjang banget yah kayak apa tau. sebenernya heran juga sih kenapa dulu bisa nulis sepanjang itu.

apa makin kesini gue jadi makin tertutup? atau makin gaktau cara ngungkapin suatu hal pake kata-kata?

makin kesini rasanya isi blog ini makin gak keruan. gue kalo lagi iseng liat-liat blog orang kayaknya berisi gitu ya nyeritain kehiupan sehari-hari trus isinya seru. terus dilengkapin foto-foto bermutu. atau blog yang isinya kata-kata puitis gitu. macam "sendunya malam. rintik-rintik hujan." dst dst. tapi aneh aja kalo gue nulis macem begitu hahaha mana bisa/mampu/pantes :')

sejujurnya ya gue kalo liat tulisan-tulisan yang bentuknya sajak-sajak gitu pasti langsung mikir si yang nulis lagi dalam keadaan galau tak terhingga sampe bisa nulis pake kata-kata yang kalo gue baca perasaan langsung berasa sunyi senyap kosong gitu. bingung aja. masa ngepost begitu terus setiap hari? masa galau mulu tiap hari? kapan senengnya dong? atau kalo lagi seneng gaperlu dibikin sajak?




atau ini semua cuma karena gue berasumsi kalo ada sajak pasti galau?

tumblr is being a bitch she won't let me customize my page's theme

♘INI TAI KUDA♞

HAHAHAHAHAAHHA x100000

post gue barusan kok kayak galau dunia-akhirat kayak nggak punya temen ya........gatau kenapa ih kok keliatannya galau banget padahal mah enggak kok aseli suer samber gledek.

ASLINYA SIH pingin aja banget punya robot macem gitu. maksud gue, dibandingin orang yang bisa digunakan (kok kasar banget digunakan tp gue bingung pake kata apa lagi jadi ya sudahlah) kayanya asik aja gitu punya robot yang kayak gitu. Kan kalo robot ga punya perasaan, nurut-nurut aja sama perintah yang kita kasih. ga banyak nanya atau komen atau komplen.

jahat gak sih ngepost beginian kok gue jadi ngerasa manusia yang paling gak-berkeprirobotan yah.

hahihuheho

kenalin. ini XY. robot baru gue. dia bisa:

-dengerin keluhan gue tanpa ngeluh balik atau komplain
-nemenin kemanapun gue mau jalan tanpa komentar betapa rempongnya/riweuhnya gue
-ngejelasin mata kuliah yang gue gak ngerti dengan begitu jelasnya sampe gue ngerti dan gak lupa
-disuruh apa-apa mau (masak, ngambilin minum, cuci baju, teleport gue kemanapun gue mau pergi dsb dsb)


btw ini gambar sendiri loh fufufufu garisnya keluar gara2 buru2 nge-cutnya. stupid magic wand:"

.....serius deh. coba kalo gue punya robot kayak gini beneran

moodswing

I'm having this frustrating-roller-coaster-mood since.........I don't know. Last monday?
Still haven't figured out the cause until this very second tbh.

One minute I'm having this joyous-kind-of-feeling. You know, being nice to everyone you meet in the corridor or hallway, and laugh like there's no tomorrow?

But then, in an instant. I'm being that sullen person sitting or standing next to you, not responding to any jokes my friends are telling and answer questions only with nod. or shaking my head. or a yes. or a no.


seriously what is happening with meeEEeEeee guise *squeals*

ehm. 

nemu itu di tumblr dan spontan reblog+save hahaha. sejujurnya gue itu orang yang ngomongnya dikit apalagi sama orang yang baru kenal. ya istilahnya, ngomong kalo perlu aja. atau kalo merasa keberatan. tapi seringnya sih gue setuju-setuju aja sama apa yang orang bilang.
karena gue bukan orang yang banyak ngomong (atau bahkan terkadang bukan yang ngajak ngomong duluan) gue butuh temen yang cerewet cas cis cus nyerocos sana-sini gabisa diem. biar ga canggung kalo ngobrol bareng gue.

alasan kenapa gue kebanyakkan diem? apa ya sejujurnya gue juga bingung. kalo dipikir-pikir, banyak hal yang bisa ditanyain ke orang yang baru kenal buat kenal lebih jauh. tapi gue pribadi takut nanya-nanya gitu. takut gue melangkah ke zona personalnya dia dan malah jadi tambah canggung. cupu banget? emang.

tapi tergantung mood juga sih sebenernya. kalo mood gue lagi super duper seneng gitu, gue bakal jadi bacot. i get talkative when i'm overly-excited. tapi kalo mood gue lagi ga kayak gitu ya kayak biasa lagi h4h4 bener-bener sesuai mood aja. yang bisa gue tarik kesimpulan sih, gue harus seneng terus biar jadi bacot. tapi hidup isinya ga seneng mulu kan? apalagi gue orangnya pesimis. dan ditambah mood yang  dikit-dikit berubah. puyeng kan.
jadi.......

.......Anthea Previanti Amalia is the true human form of an awkward turtle.